Me NOW!!!

23rd April 2009
00:35 hrs

Part I

Wanting to write since so long but never got to it, despite of convincing myself & being told so many times. Finally made up my mind today n here I go.

Gotta nostalgia time going on. Too many memories, old & new, getting revived. Feeling happy & sad. Got mixed feelings but in the end feeling lighter & that’s what matters, right?

So here I go.

Lots of things happening, yet nothing’s actually happening. Got kinda mixed feelings about almost everything I do, everyone I meet, everywhere I go.

Just can’t seem to decide what’s right & if I am doing things right. The days just seem to fly, yet every single day leaving a deeper impact, something new behind.

The feeling that Nick’s always there gives me the sense of security I need but I know that’s only for now. Need to get my wings ready n start flying soon. I can sense the freedom of being on my own completely, just smiling, laughing n just soaring higher & higher & higher in the clouds of success.

As of now, concentrating on making the wings, strong yet fluffy & comfortable, reliable yet durable for my whole lifetime. Gaining knowledge by reading & talking with Nick & absorbing as much as I can. Also concentrating on making my body as fit as I can. Need to be the strongest physically as well as mentally. So strong that no one can even think of beating me in any possible way they can think of.

Have seen a lot in life, been through tough times, so now is the time to be ME. The time I have been waiting for my entire life. Do something on my own & show the world who I really am.