Nothing Else Matters

Am goin thru a turmoil of emotions,
In a weird kind of fashion
Grief, happiness, Hatred, Pity
Wat al lies in my kitty
That m feelin so shitty….
Wat n how did I freakin mess up???
From life’s half filled cup….
The new yr started wid a bang
Loadsa stupid songs I sang
N ma heart went a bang
N it rang rang rang
And then it finally with a thump, clanged!!!
Why da fuck
Do I really deserve this??
Wat did I mis???
Tryin to run away from bliss…
Dint quite expect da unexpected
I am a fool
Always on my own drool,
Always swimming in my own fantasy pool
But then, why me???
When I was just trying to break free
U broke my trust
M not sure if u must
Jus turning me into a small piece of crust
Nothing matters
When da world around me scatters
In da end its gonna be only me
Always tryin to flee,
From reality, with glee
Attempting to smile
Even if its jus for a while….
Hiding away from the truth,
I’m jus a dreamer
Not a screamer….
Tryin to be happy,
N not feel so trappy,
For you I care
And for that I need not dare
From anyone’s stare
And I don’t care wat I fare
The whole universe am ready to tear
And nothing matters I swear…
U have taken a decision
I think wid precision
To go ahead with your mission
Like me, I hope u don’t learn a lesson
And face treason…
Will always pray for your best
Come wat may
No matter wat people say
By ur side, I will lay
Wid ma heart on na tray
Let me be the one they slay
I will not fray
For u I shal forever stay…
Doesnt matter wat, when, wher,
Anyday, anytime, anywhere….